the last few days got me realising how little people around me really know how i feel or have felt about them before
i doubt i’m the only one to keep stuff to myself.
i thought i was an honest and frank person, but i guess not enough. cos more often than not, i find myself trying to manipulate the situation rather than dealing straight with it.
always waiting,not always winning.
this is not gonna change anything though.its just a realisation.
BUT ANYWAY, im lazy to make a separate post just so the aforementioned realisation can appear all symbolical and such so im gonna resume to talking about the last few days starting with the next line 🙂
stuff i’ve been doing:
so expressionless, looks like me when im bored.
there’s a pic where i made the hamster wet. and it’s cuteness seemed to have had melted into the water.but it can’t be uploaded.
ooh yuck its legs got all skinny and scrawny. and its fur got all flattened. it looked so pathetic as if i t had lost all its former glory.
oh and i’ve also been having WAY too many suppers.
also, i watched quantam. which sucks btw. its SO predictable its rubbish.
anyway there was open house:
ms kaur, fine mrs sukjheet singh( I KNOW I PRONOUNCED IT CORRECTLY IN MY EMCEE SPEECH I JUST KNOW IT PPL KNOW THESE KINDA THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES) did it for me
henna in black paint
with a brush. tts skill 🙂
but the entire open house was to me a failure.
lots of stuff were messy. the DJS were scrapped. the performances didn’t have enough time to be done the second time. lots of stuff weren’t well publisized. the ushers din wear the tiaras i bought all the way from malaysia. the cast i felt was under rehearsed. the booth was either ‘understuffed’ or ‘overstuffed’. i think i really could have planned all this better.
wonder what’s going on up there.
went to suntec city today for nearly the entire day. bought a new pillow for myself!
elmo was around too. hehs.
note to self: its time to start christma shopping!!
i AM not sorry for the crappy post.