Monthly Archives: April 2009


i cant believe the kind of routine, boring, interminable (wow i rmb tt stupid book’s vocab), way the school feels to me right now.

so many things have just flew past me. week after week. every day feels short yet long. the monotony is long. but the details are short, because they centre around one thing.

and now with cca gone, all my energies are only channelled into school.

i mean, does this make sense. seriously. is it just singapore education system. cos im really considering migrating.

now im barely taking a breather before i have dinner, bathe and then go for tuition.

right now i’m hungry cos i couldnt find time to eat lunch cos of the onslaught of remedials. there was a break inbetween one but i had to study for bio mock.

how come i didn’t prepare for it earlier? cos i didn’t have the time. is tt an excuse? seriously, no.

i din think sec 4 life would be this boring. i don’t call having sth to do every second exciting, at all.

my exams are in a week and i have not started revision. its okay. i’ll see how it goes. 🙂

anyway, some impt things tt happened:

1.there was SYF. i still wanna annihilate the monkey who dragged the table across the stage. or the OM for walking around loudly backstage with his stupid shoes and knocking over stuff. or the clown responsible for the delay of the bus.

BUT i am very proud of all the rest. i know we got a bronze but i’m sincerly happy. i mean a silver would have been fantastic. if we got a gold i would have jumped off the school building. but a bronze is great.

it  was a challenging play. it was a difficuly play because it was about the rich and upper class society, so there was alot of subtext. so its alot to handle.

and to me drama is still the most difficult performing arts. every single detail has a meaning attached to it. every word, change of tone, slight glance or movement, down to the colour of your costumes,shoes, even the lighting, how dim how bright what colour what degree variation which part of the stage, sybolizes what, and also music, what kind of tone can really bring out the essence of the play.

putting up an SYF play is a challenge.

anyway that’s over.

 2. last week was hell week, really

i had what 7 ,9 tests, so many damn mocks. like7 practice papers. NAPHA after SYF day.

3.hmm i cant rmb everything else. see this is how the monotony gets to you.




i’ve been so busy.

with school and cca.

but im still handling okay.. is importtant take breaks. and enjoy the perks here and there.

i still take time to cook.


that’s cheese and herbs rice.really good. made it last saturday. 😉

 oh and i got my self a new phone!

its my first phone that wasnt a pass down or a free gif

its so cool. it has this seasame senseme function that creats different kinds of playlists when i set what mood i’m at or what pace.

it takes real nice photos, plays even better music. it even has a  guitar tuner!

eeeeee–heee! so happy.

oh last night i drove! was at bukit nature reserve car park for like an hour. 40 mins deciding where to go next and 15 mins driving around the car park like 20 times.

eee-hheee! ecstacy.

really cool. maybe i WLL  learn to drive.

oh and also, i caught these 2 mosquito larvae into a plastic container. one died being caught under the rubber band. the other one has stopped moving for days.

it looks like this.

maybe they both died. i dunno.

i find it hard to believe my nutrturing skills are that horrible.

but impt thing to note. i found them in a water plant pot. even though my mum changed the water EVERY DAY, i believe the mosquito eggs held onto the sides of the pot or the money plant roots.

so when changing the water, clean out everything.



quote from scrubs: (bob kelso)

life is scary get used to it

there are no magical fixes

its all up to you

nothing in this world that’s worth having comes easy