sometimes i think im really blessed cos ive already figured out what i wanna do.

other times i think im such a blind ignorant fool.

i have no idea what the future holds. im not saying my future looks bleak. i know im capable. thats not the prob.

its the why.

is this where religon comes in? as a crutch or as a key.


everything is  so narrow and insignificant compared to the purpose of God.

i feel that all my thoughts, my emotions and my entire being all lead up to His.

i dont feel like im fighting back. just resisting what could be utter nothingness.


sigh. im so stuck.

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