Monthly Archives: August 2011

happy fogger

i swear tan kin lian used to be a happy fogger.

“my dream was to become the president, so i can be the voice of the people, but then my election cannot make it ehh”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shANR5U_dpY

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tan tan tan tan

i really shouldnt be blogging cos my genetics and molecular biology exam’s tmrw. but i am so bored out of my skull from studying

so im here to pak (erm, chicken sound) bout sg presidential election 2011!

i dun quite like the current presidential election.

to begin with, why aren’t there any women! or any other races.

not only are they all chinese men, they’re the most common kind of chinese man. TANs.

i’m too young to vote but if i were to vote, here’s how i would break it down:

(and im glad im not voting cos as you can see, i’m pretty uninformed)

TONY TAN:

he kinda looks like the merlion. his hair esp.

TAN JEE SAY:

“checks and balances.” X a gazilliontrillionbillion

its kinda odd with him cos he talks about the internal security act, transparency in the government which are briefly democratic-ish. but he’s not using that angle to get votes. if he had a pro-democracy campaign, he might be more successful. if not he just sounds like he’s picking a few thingys to pak about. (erm, chicken sound, make noise)

TAN KIN LIAN:

his campaign seems largely based on promoting the spirit of high-fiving. he should’ve hired barney to manage his campaign.

and then there’s

TAN CHENG BOCK:

he seems a bit grouchy, but okay la. nothing much to make fun of. quite a serious guy.

i hope when i get to vote the next time, the selection will be more appetising.

not appetising, like good looking, but at least, got some variety. some distinguishable tastes. the 4 of them look like a blur of grey to me.

 

i shoudn’t have laughed but i did:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkJGXUcvRWQ

 


the day that i die

“Can you feel the cold tonight? it sets in, but its alright”

i found out my cousin just passed away and the police found her dead in her apartment. suspected overdose.

i hardly knew her, but  i know enough bout her life to know her death’s causing alot of pain right now, and it’ll reverberate for years to come, every family dinner every birthday every time of the year.

i can keep debating and questioning to myself if she made a mistake but i know in my heart of hearts it doesn’t matter cos neither her parents nor her sisters nor her 5 year old daughter are  going to find any solace in the truth.

because she’s gone. and they’re so utterly and bitterly helpless to what’s happened. how’re they supposed to deal with this. how’re they gonna get thru this.

her family didn’t deserve this. her daughter didn’t deserve this. she derserved to smile and shine throughout her childhood. and now she won’t be able to.

she deserved to finish her childhood. she deserved to have her mum around  as and when she needed her embrace.

she shouldn’t have died.


my emo playlist

alright i’m overreacting over today’s practical test. i’m just SO GUTWRENCHINGLY PISSED that i didn’t put down the right answers.

i studied. not only did i study, i studied the answer. so why didnt i write it down! why!!

anyway i think its close to a certain week of the month. its a pain in the pigu, but what can i say, its endearing. its like freaking clockwork the emotional thunder that cracks into my pretty sky and rains down, flooding my valleys. haha that metaphor was totally by accident but its mildly brilliant.

anyway here’s part of my terribly emo playlist. its really emo. haha which begs the question how did ‘not myself tonight(dirty version)’  by chirstina aguilera end up on it.

its just irritating cos its always been i study=i do well. this equation has never failed me. of cos, when its i dun study= i do well. that’s perfectly fine! but i study=i dun do well. whatthehell! thats not right!

which reminds me i need to add to my emo playlist ‘how could this happen to me’ by simple plan. dun quite like that band, but love this particular song. its simple, but in a good way. i guess that was their plan.

[btw, i thought the sky wouldn’t make sense but as luck would have it, i’m having a headache now. well, not that my head is pretty. no such thing as a pretty head.thats like saying you have a nice skull shape. ridiculous.]


I feel so

BOX CAR RACER LYRICS

“I Feel So”

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

‘Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s start over
Let’s start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

‘Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s start over
Let’s start over

‘Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s start over
Let’s start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s start over
Let’s start over
Let’s start over


HOTMAIL FUCKING SUCKS

The following’s an attempt to get my hotmail back, i tried to send this report to the windows live help centre:

my hotmail got blocked yesterday and i saw this when i tried to log in:

“Your account has been blocked

Why are you seeing this?

Someone may have used your account to send out a lot of junk messages (or something else that violates the Windows Live Terms of Service).

We’re here to help you get your account back.

What do you need to do?

We’ll walk you through a few steps to verify that you own the account, then have you change your password in case someone else has been accessing your account. It should only take a few minutes and then you’ll be unblocked and on your way.

We’ve cleaned your account settings

Often customers get here because someone else has access to your account and are using it without your knowledge to send spam. To protect you and your contacts, we’ve removed any Hotmail auto-replies or linked accounts you may have had.”

afterwhich,

“Where should we send your verification code? ”

there is only one option and it is fgoml2612@yahoo.com.sg, a yahoo account i stopped usinig 7 years ago and have closed down. but i listed that many years ago when i started my hotmail account.

so anyway, i clicked ‘contact support’.

and they said to verify my account as best i can by answering a few questions and then they would send a reply to an email i list down if my account was verified . i used my school email account. they said it would take 24 hours but its already more than that and i’ve yet to receive a
reply.

when i click configure new password or reset password settings they just bring me back to the aforementioned option.

i’ll try again tmrw but im not hopeful as it appears many customers on windowslive forums who complained about this problem never found a legit solution.

i’ve tried my best and i am willing to do anything to prove that i am the owner of my account. i have been using it for 8 years and all my mail history is there. please help me to get my account back as soon as possible.

.

but everytime i try to send this report.

they ask me to sign in again or they say a problem has occured or they say there  are no available resources or they give me ANOTHER FUCKING LINK

HOTMAIL DOESNT OFFER HELP THEY JUST PROVIDE YOU WITH A STRING OF LINKS THAT EITHER LINK TO THE SAME LINKS YOUVE ALREADY ENCOUNTERED BEFORE OF END WITH DEAD ENDS. HOTMAIL FUCKING SUCKS. IM SO ANGRY MY RIBS HURT FROM ALL THE HOURS OF PENT UP FRUSTRATION. OMG I’M RARELY THIS PISSED BUT NOW I DUN THINK I COULD BE ANY ANGRIER

anyway im using a new gmail account, in case my plans to abandon hotmail fall through.which i prob will once i’m able to import the contacts.


Another Home (The ‘Other’ National Day Video)

she looks like that SKM girl